?

Log in

About this Journal
Current Month
 12
3456789
10111213141516
17181920212223
24252627282930
Nov. 18th, 2004 @ 11:39 am (no subject)
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Whats going on - Marvin Gaye
Man my week is almost over... it was a long one.. I had a speech to write and and HTML project to do... and of course I waited until the last minute to do both. However they did get done and they are good. I always told myself that sometime during my college career i would stop waiting until the last minute to get things done.... Well looks like thats not going to happen now.

One month to the Day and I will be graduating.. I can't wait.. I have no clue what to do.. but i'll make it somehow. Its really going to be different not going to class.. slightly scary perhaps.. but its time i suppose to move on...

ok... i'm going to class now
About this Entry
Nov. 14th, 2004 @ 04:41 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Well Brandon and I went for a 2 hour ride today.. We had a great time... except that My fingers froze... My gloves apparently are for the summer months.. and they did little against the cold wind... I also think long johns may be a wise investment.. but other than that. it was great... shame I couldn't do it sooner...

Church was nice today... I enjoy playing with the guys at Eternal (thats the Presby. church that I play/attend now)... i haven't been there in 2 weeks because of work... so it was nice to see everyone... and go to church
About this Entry
Nov. 13th, 2004 @ 09:08 pm (no subject)
Man.. normally I am always so busy I never get to hang out with anyone.. the first weekend i have free... i can't get in touch with anyone.. that kinda sucks... maybe i'm not trying hard enough
About this Entry
Nov. 13th, 2004 @ 08:04 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Over and Over-
I went to a wedding today with Jason.. It was a nice wedding and the reception was pretty fun. I think Chris and Edith will be one of those happy forever couples.. they are great together and I was excited for them both. Theres not much else to say about it.

Theres' more to the night and me personally than that... but who actually needs to know or cares about my personal life that reads this thing anyway... except for my Arch nemesis that just wants to crush me anyway...
About this Entry
Nov. 7th, 2004 @ 06:15 am (no subject)
i woke up at 5:30am this morning... not unusual for me on the weekends because I work then. But today is my last day at work. Its the last day of Operation at carowinds... which is nice because working 45 hours in a weekend was starting to become a strain on my person. So i'm leaving in about 10 minutes for work... wish me well.

I went Back to the Dr. on friday expecting him to release me from care only to find out he is making me go to another 3 weeks or PT... I'm not extremely happy about it.... but theres nothing i can really do except go.... oh well

While I was driving to Lexington to go to the Dr. on friday, I got my first speeding ticket... my first one ever... but most of my friends will tell you I was due for one... i've been pulled 10 times and before friday i've always been let off... My luck just seems to be running out lately... but thats alright
About this Entry
Oct. 27th, 2004 @ 07:25 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
So Physical Therapy is not so much fun, it is actually slightly painful, but I guess it is helping me.

I went with Nicky to see The Grudge last night, my roommates said it was the most terrifying movie they had ever seen... I didn't find it scary... but maybe thats because I have no emotions... just kidding. there were a couple of eery parts, but for the most part i didn't really find it very frightning...

So Election day is comming up next tuesday... i will finally be able to go home and actually see my family. I haven't seen my Mom or David Since TC's Funeral. I have been home for Dr visits but i've never been able to stick around to see my parents...
its because i've worked every single weekend at carowinds and I have had no time off. but this weekend is the last weekend of operation. After this, i am done for 2 months.... unless I find another job. i won't know what to do with myself having weekends free again, it will be so new to me... i can't wait

ok enough rambling, i'm getting back in bed, its cold and i'm tired...
About this Entry
Oct. 18th, 2004 @ 05:45 pm (no subject)
SO a small update.. its been a month since my motorcycle accident... and My ankle is still in bad shape. It was worse than originally thought... There was talk about surgery but I don't think that will have to happen now. I do however have to go to physical therapy several times a week though and this giant boot cast I am wearing is not very comfortable... but it could have been much worse.

on a good note, the Fonic Fusion Album is comming along nicely, the songs are starting to really amaze me, our producer is really awesome and his ideas are always great. So I am looking forward to the finished product (not sure when It will be done however).

anyways thats my life in a nutshell.
About this Entry
Sep. 22nd, 2004 @ 12:43 am (no subject)
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Well its about 12:24 or so and I just got home from the Hospital about 30 minutes ago. I am as good as I can be doing I suppose... in fact i'm doing great i should think

at 6:10pm on Sept 21, 2004, I was driving my motorcycle approximately 35-40 MPH down Ebinport rd. towards celenese... as I was driving, a woman failed to stop at a stop sign and proceeded to pull out in front of me... well I was only about 35 feet from her and I hit the brakes but I couldn't stop in time, nor could I swerve out of the way, and I hit hit head on... the speed I was traveling i'm not sure, I didn't loose contiousness, but I ended up on the hood of her car. Once I picked myself up off of her car, I laid down in the grass and just looked up... I was in a daze, but I realized how Lucky I was that I was still alive.

I was hurting a bit then but the adrenaline was going... so I wasn't able to fully access my pain... well it was her fault, she hit me... no question about it... and it was one of the scariest moments of my life...

The worst part for me was calling my parents, only because I just didn't want them to worry about me even more... too late... i hated hearing my mom and step-dad so upset. My dad was worried sick about me as well... but thats what the do.. I guess i've always taken for granted how much people really care about you... it hit home tonight (pardon the expression)...

But i'm alive... i'm blessed to be alive, and I'm very thankful that i'm going to be alright. after I got home I realized I was more hurt than I originally thought. So Patrick took me to the hospital... I didn't break anything, but I have a bad sprained ankle and some cuts and bruises... the soreness is starting to kick in... and right now i'm waiting for the pain killer to take effect because I am really uncomfortable and Can't sleep like this without a pain killer

Patrick and Brandon drove by and saw me, and Patrick came flying in to help... I appreciated it. He stayed with me the entire night up until we got back... Thanks a lot patty for being there for me... it did mean a lot to me.

On a side note.. the bike isn't destroyed... I am guessing $1,000 in damages... she will be paying for them... I will ride again... I can't let that stop me from something I enjoy...

the medicine is starting to take effect... so I am going to go to bed now... but I have had a rough 2 weeks...
seriously though... i'm alive
About this Entry
Sep. 11th, 2004 @ 09:25 am (no subject)
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Well Friday was surely a terrible day for me. I was in Knoxville on Thursday, Friday I was going to Nashville, but I got 50 miles outside of Knoxville and decided to turn around and come home.... there are specific reasons, but i won't go into them here.

Well I get home eventually, i'm not in the best of moods and I head over to my friend Lauren's house. We hang out, I'm sure I was boring... but I couldn't really help it. While I am at Lauren's house, my mom calls me and tells me that TC had just died. TC is Glady's Mimms husband. Gladys is my black grandmother ( not biological but really is like a grandmother to me). Well i go home and call mom and talk to my sister and they are at Glady's and she tells me what happened. I couldn't believe it... It just crushed me to hear that. I talked to Gladys for a minute, but I was having a hard time saying anything through my tears. Yeah its been hard

So now i'm unrested and I feel just aweful... I'm trying to look for the positive things, but its just hard... and thats all i've been thinking about the past 15 hours
About this Entry
Sep. 8th, 2004 @ 12:24 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: draineddrained
well i officially don't want to be in school.... I really have no motivation to do any work... i know I have to... but it sucks.. i just want to be done with it all... thats really all I have to say about that.

I got Dehydrated at work on sunday... so sunday and monday I felt like crap. I woke up tuesday with a head cold... i just can't win i tell you...

Theres not much else going on right now... well thats a lie.. but its not something I'm going to post so everyone can read... thats just wierd... It needs to stop raining though, I'm starting to get slightly tired of the rain
About this Entry